feelingz

i really wish i could think about you alot less
maybe it would be easier if i knew that you were
thinking about me like i am thinking about you.

it really would be.
but i don't know if you are, and i wish that there
was some way i could ask you if you were.

i bet if i called you and asked you would tell me
too bad i can't. to bad its five o'clock there.
too bad you probably don't feel the same way
too bad you probably moved on
too bad i think about you all the time
too bad this is how it is.


all i think about is what i'm going to do when i come home.
what i'm going to say to you and what i will do to let you know
i don't know what i'm even doing






this all probably sounds so stupid
but i don't think anyone reads these anyways.