Thursday, October 23, 2008

hopless.

"you deserve every ounce of love and happiness and smiles and beauty in the world. you will have that someday, i know it and you know it, everyone does. and that kind of love and happiness and smiles and beauty that can only come in the form of a boy, you will have that again too, but even better and stronger and more lovely and happy with more smiles and more beautiful memories. any person would be crazy not to be completely in love with you like i am. you're my best friend kiah, you'll be alright, i know it and you know it, but in the mean time, when you feel broken, i am here for you, never hesitate to ask for anything. i you feel pathetic, i have been there too, and i know how you feel, but you're not, and i wasn't, no girl ever is, you're doing all the right things kiah, everything any human being will ever want or need. i love you, but you know that, i will never stop, but you know that."

i could only hope that someone in my life would ever write something like that to me.
those words are unbelievably kind.

but i'd never be worthy.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

ava! what about all the things weve been telling you lately. we mean every word of them.

Anonymous said...

Im so excited for the future.

Imma catch you before you fall babii gurl.