Sunday, October 19, 2008

while sitting in a bathrobe

i should be happy right now. i should feel complete relief and be at peace. but i feel nervous, and anxious, and what if and what then.
i know that this was what i had to do, but i know i'm not going to ever feel as comfortable as i did there. nothing could bring back that feeling being there gave me.

comfort is something you can always find else where, but i don't know if it will compare.
on a different note, i am going to creat a list of something. i'm not sure what, but a list.
and it will be a meaninful one too. i'll post it and it will make me feel a lot better.



"be the change you wish to see in the world."

1 comment:

Ynez said...

please take the plunge! i know you won't regret it.
just remember we love you!