Thursday, November 20, 2008

time to go

these kind of things, they are what i live my life for. the moments, etc etc. 

not to sound corny or anything, but my life hasn't been this good in so long. I feel real now, i feel like i am actually living and not existing. i really didn't see the future for me, i didn't. i do, i really really do now. i don't want to make comparisons and i don't want to throw it around, but i just haven't been this way in so long.

ynez, listen to these things by she wants revenge. i think you'd like it
listen to gagging order by radiohead
and then fake plastic tress by radiohead
ynez, i want you to know that even though we don't see eachother every day, you still mean the universe to me. when i see you it feels like there has been no time between us; it all picks back up. i wish you could tell me more about things in your life more often, i want you to. i'm so interested still, and i wish i could hear everything like i used to.
i'm thinking about you all the time, i hope you care as much still

1 comment:

Ynez said...

AVA!!!!!!!
oh my god. im so excited to see you tomorow.
oh my god this made me so sad! i miss you so much! and i think about you probably as often or more then you thinj of me haha. oh little one i miss you!