seriously FUCK YOU.

i couldn't be more insulted or hurt or any of that.

you did nothing but prove me right, and for that, i hurt so badly on the inside. you proved to me that all good things in my life are never constant. don't try and tell me otherwise, this is a fact that i have learned over the years and i have finally realized that every single good thing that comes into my life is only present for a certain amount of months, then it vanishes out of my grasp and it literally moves on. and it leaves me at square one, where i always end up. square one is a lonely and dark path for me that consists of me doing poorly in school and feeling hopelessly alone. currently, i see square one on the horizon line and it's going to hit really hard really soon. i see this all coming to a halt and i see myself being stuck again. and it will happen again in a few months. i will find something to distract me and distance me from this square one and then it will move itself out of my life. and it will be me and that dark pathway thing again. and it will go round and round and round until the day i fucking graduate from high school. if that even happens.